Well, today was plain?..sort've.
Jamie(amazing friend) has proven to be a great guy :) I cried today because he really just picked me up from a dark place. Luckily, we have stupid/fun conversations too. He's a big chunk of my days.
Cannot forget my 'building blocks',if I may call her that? Shelby :) my homeslice, my son and my army Private. She;s been there through thick and thin. I love this kid. I don't know where I'd be without her.
I heart KAri and Abby too :) they always make me smile. silly makeshift parents.
Anyway, it's gonna be short today. I have a raging female thing and I need to nap...ALMOST OVERRRRRRRRRRR.
Afternoon, gents.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
So Mysterious
I am actually on my blog again due to my dear friends :) I enjoyed blogging, but I had nothing more to say.
Now I do!!! I may return to my days as an extreme AFI fan. I have been reminiscing with The Freaks for almost two full days, so I'm happy.
Painted my nails a sweet blue and got a mustache. I was prepared to play Charlie Swan for our amazing Twilight spoof; Twihard!
Overly excited to film tomorrow!
I'm slightly tired and fairly relaxed, so I bid you adeu :)
Now I do!!! I may return to my days as an extreme AFI fan. I have been reminiscing with The Freaks for almost two full days, so I'm happy.
Painted my nails a sweet blue and got a mustache. I was prepared to play Charlie Swan for our amazing Twilight spoof; Twihard!
Overly excited to film tomorrow!
I'm slightly tired and fairly relaxed, so I bid you adeu :)
Monday, September 20, 2010
Afternoon Gents and/or Madames
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I wont risk loosing my family and friends.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I dont believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to teach me a lesson
IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I wont risk loosing my family and friends.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I dont believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to teach me a lesson
IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG
Friday, July 16, 2010
Fun at 11:43 PM
Well, fuck that. My dads all fuckin pissed because I posted that parents are dumber and shit.
Okay. Well, I think I have something wrong with my fucking appendix. TEN MOTHERFUCKING DAYS. Excruciating pain. Lower right abdomen. The fuck. Me madre finds it a load of bullshit. So, hey, if I never post again, my appendix exploded and I died.
Dad, when your son threatens to buy a gun to kill you with it, it's a FUCKING THREAT. I don't give a rat's ass whether he's your son. It's a threat. You take that seriously. It's kids like him that brought on Columbine. Are you fucking BLIND?
Sorry your life is the worst thing in the world Amber, but could you tone down the drama? Life goes on and it's not the end of the world. Yes, surgery hurts. I fucking know. I'm sorry Alaina has pneumonia, but we've progressed with medicinal remedies and I think she'll be fine. Sorry she's depressed, we have medicine for that too. As for Bluuz, when he bites someone, you put him down. End of story. Common unspoken law for EVERY dog. Daisy should be dead for all the times she's snapped and shit at me (drew blood today). Anyway, sorry. Life's a bitch, but it goes on.
Next topic. I've had music ruined. I knew who MCR, Cobra Starship, The Used and a few other were before. I liked them. I listened and greatly enjoyed it. Thank you for ruining that people, I can't listen to them without being pissed. So, I now cannot stand: My Chemical Romance, Cobra Starship, 3Oh!3 and I probably will lose intrest in The Used. Fucking love you guys. Thanks.
A brighter topic, I've discovered a love for the band Kill Hannah. Mat Devine's voice is so amazing and I love it. Favorite song would hand to be Kennedy. Just flat out. So, music isn't all bad.
So, I hope you enjoyed the briefe update on the day...Go fuck yourself San Diego.
Okay. Well, I think I have something wrong with my fucking appendix. TEN MOTHERFUCKING DAYS. Excruciating pain. Lower right abdomen. The fuck. Me madre finds it a load of bullshit. So, hey, if I never post again, my appendix exploded and I died.
Dad, when your son threatens to buy a gun to kill you with it, it's a FUCKING THREAT. I don't give a rat's ass whether he's your son. It's a threat. You take that seriously. It's kids like him that brought on Columbine. Are you fucking BLIND?
Sorry your life is the worst thing in the world Amber, but could you tone down the drama? Life goes on and it's not the end of the world. Yes, surgery hurts. I fucking know. I'm sorry Alaina has pneumonia, but we've progressed with medicinal remedies and I think she'll be fine. Sorry she's depressed, we have medicine for that too. As for Bluuz, when he bites someone, you put him down. End of story. Common unspoken law for EVERY dog. Daisy should be dead for all the times she's snapped and shit at me (drew blood today). Anyway, sorry. Life's a bitch, but it goes on.
Next topic. I've had music ruined. I knew who MCR, Cobra Starship, The Used and a few other were before. I liked them. I listened and greatly enjoyed it. Thank you for ruining that people, I can't listen to them without being pissed. So, I now cannot stand: My Chemical Romance, Cobra Starship, 3Oh!3 and I probably will lose intrest in The Used. Fucking love you guys. Thanks.
A brighter topic, I've discovered a love for the band Kill Hannah. Mat Devine's voice is so amazing and I love it. Favorite song would hand to be Kennedy. Just flat out. So, music isn't all bad.
So, I hope you enjoyed the briefe update on the day...Go fuck yourself San Diego.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Woahh,,,
YEah man, it's been a while. So, how's it goin' blog???
That's a slick lawn mower you've got..
Yes, it's the latest addition, it's top notch and you can be expected to pay about...fourteen-hundred..
Baby legs?
No, dollars...
Oh, well I've got about five dollars and..........THIS CAT.
.........SOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SAH-WEET!
Heh, thanks Nate.
In other news...my period is a douche :D
I have a job
I can drive(permit)
I'm super into like "metal" almost right now :D
I AM going to kick this urge to smoke again!!!!!
I may dye my hair neon purple....
That's a slick lawn mower you've got..
Yes, it's the latest addition, it's top notch and you can be expected to pay about...fourteen-hundred..
Baby legs?
No, dollars...
Oh, well I've got about five dollars and..........THIS CAT.
.........SOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SAH-WEET!
Heh, thanks Nate.
In other news...my period is a douche :D
I have a job
I can drive(permit)
I'm super into like "metal" almost right now :D
I AM going to kick this urge to smoke again!!!!!
I may dye my hair neon purple....
Saturday, March 20, 2010
It's been a while
So..my phone's life is suckish and I'm getting surgery on Monday. Not really excited..but I've had a good and bad kind of day. Mom pissed me off about my eyeliner and we went to pick up my meds..and while in rite aid, I was talking to Natalie Surrey and her boyfriend. That was the cool part.
So watchign the Harry Potter marathon out of shear bordem and I still want ot punch mom. She wont answer me about hanging out with son. So if I'm stuck here bored all weekend, I'm going to shoot someone.
Haven't posted in a long time because nobody but Son and sometimes Dad read it so whatever.
Having a shitty day and I want to get out and have some fun ><
KIDDIE LAND!
So watchign the Harry Potter marathon out of shear bordem and I still want ot punch mom. She wont answer me about hanging out with son. So if I'm stuck here bored all weekend, I'm going to shoot someone.
Haven't posted in a long time because nobody but Son and sometimes Dad read it so whatever.
Having a shitty day and I want to get out and have some fun ><
KIDDIE LAND!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Birthdayy...
Well I was in a super mood...I'm not now..
I feel like a douche and Yeah...
Son of a fucking bitch.
Again, no Chuck Joke and it'll be short.
I feel like a douche and Yeah...
Son of a fucking bitch.
Again, no Chuck Joke and it'll be short.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Sleepy
I'm exhausted and getting bitched at to do homework, so this'll be short.
I have no phone thanks to my grades and an accident.
Computer is all I have left...Damnit.
No Chuck Joke.
I have no phone thanks to my grades and an accident.
Computer is all I have left...Damnit.
No Chuck Joke.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
New post!
Heh yeah. I'm at the Son's birthday party. Imma shower next cause I hate stinking.
Son is currently playing Wario whatever the fuck it is and shit.
Abbys laying on ther floor watching and shit
Dani could well be asleep again but no one knows.
Gonna go watch IDEK on youtube. Byez
PS: Chuck Norris is not capable of hitting a target on the broad side of a barn. Every time he tries, the whole damn barn falls down.
PSS:Too short, I know
Son is currently playing Wario whatever the fuck it is and shit.
Abbys laying on ther floor watching and shit
Dani could well be asleep again but no one knows.
Gonna go watch IDEK on youtube. Byez
PS: Chuck Norris is not capable of hitting a target on the broad side of a barn. Every time he tries, the whole damn barn falls down.
PSS:Too short, I know
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Talk about December Everyday...
It's so cold! Even with the sun out I'm hugging my Mum's jacket tighter around me!
I'm feeling much better then I did a couple days ago :D Take that society...anyway, I'm actually working hard to keep my grades up. I'm striving for As and Bs so I don't continually fail my classes and be continually yelled upon.
Buck (meh kitteh) looks a little stoned right now...Not sure if I should be worried or not...his pupils are tilted outward...which doesn't look too super.
Gonna dye my hair whenever I get the money. Pink bangs, black everything else. So I'm really into the pink and black combination if you haven't already guessed.
I'm now into the amazing world of using lotion so my hands smell like black rasberry vanilla...yummy :D
SItting here now on the phone not talking so I don't quite get the point of it...oh well. Free calling and texting so woohoo!
I would really love to get my nails done...tired of regular nails...want acrylics...NOW. I NEED AN ASIAN!!!!!! Haha..yeah. Not racist.
Anywho...g'bye!
PS:They once made a Chuck Norris toilet paper, but it wouldn't take shit from anybody.
I'm feeling much better then I did a couple days ago :D Take that society...anyway, I'm actually working hard to keep my grades up. I'm striving for As and Bs so I don't continually fail my classes and be continually yelled upon.
Buck (meh kitteh) looks a little stoned right now...Not sure if I should be worried or not...his pupils are tilted outward...which doesn't look too super.
Gonna dye my hair whenever I get the money. Pink bangs, black everything else. So I'm really into the pink and black combination if you haven't already guessed.
I'm now into the amazing world of using lotion so my hands smell like black rasberry vanilla...yummy :D
SItting here now on the phone not talking so I don't quite get the point of it...oh well. Free calling and texting so woohoo!
I would really love to get my nails done...tired of regular nails...want acrylics...NOW. I NEED AN ASIAN!!!!!! Haha..yeah. Not racist.
Anywho...g'bye!
PS:They once made a Chuck Norris toilet paper, but it wouldn't take shit from anybody.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Double Post!!!!
'Cause son is posting too so I figured I should update my blog of doom.
Anyway, I'm sleepy and tired. I FOUND BOOGEY-KUN!
Looking forward to watching Advent Children again, Orphan was creepy.
Orphan did however have a great plot twist. She's not a child, that's all I'm gonna say.
Fritch, my ipod is full of great songs, thank you Dad.
Frodo works and has a cord so I don;t need to use the lovely and oh-so-fat Cameron. BUSTER! STOP SNORING!!!
I'm still really into I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance.
This one'll be short sinc e theres not much to talk about.
PS: Chuck Norris does not wear a condom. Because there is no such thing as protection from Chuck Norris.
Anyway, I'm sleepy and tired. I FOUND BOOGEY-KUN!
Looking forward to watching Advent Children again, Orphan was creepy.
Orphan did however have a great plot twist. She's not a child, that's all I'm gonna say.
Fritch, my ipod is full of great songs, thank you Dad.
Frodo works and has a cord so I don;t need to use the lovely and oh-so-fat Cameron. BUSTER! STOP SNORING!!!
I'm still really into I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance.
This one'll be short sinc e theres not much to talk about.
PS: Chuck Norris does not wear a condom. Because there is no such thing as protection from Chuck Norris.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Wow. Stupidity.
I was watching MTV for reasons I'm unsure of, well some guy was talking about Kali, this girl he liked. He was like "She's the Moby Dick to my Capt...Uhh..Moby Dick's the whale right? She uhm..She's my dick." so I said WOW. WTF MAN. WOW. And I changed the channel.
When I changed the channel, I found some chick screaming about dead bodies hanging from trees. Woo the happening. FUCK YOU MARK WAHLBERG!!!!! I WANT MARKY MARK AND THE FUNKY BUNCH BACK!!!!!!!
If you haven't guessed, I dislike Mark Wahlberg, just for that cause...damned actor. I don't want to watch any movies with him in it. CHANGE CHANNEL!
When I changed the channel, I found some chick screaming about dead bodies hanging from trees. Woo the happening. FUCK YOU MARK WAHLBERG!!!!! I WANT MARKY MARK AND THE FUNKY BUNCH BACK!!!!!!!
If you haven't guessed, I dislike Mark Wahlberg, just for that cause...damned actor. I don't want to watch any movies with him in it. CHANGE CHANNEL!
Sunday, January 3, 2010
I'M AN ANGRY WALNUT!!
Wow what the fuck was that?
Anyways, thank Bam, my room is being moved around! My kitty looks so cute :3
He's a sleeping crescent roll. Whats with me and food toda----FUCK. I'M TURNING INTO MADISON! SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE!!!!!!
Hehe...I'm hyper!
I want to write a story but I have no clue what to write about. Don't you love when you're brain just gives out on you?
My fingers are typing really fast and I'm amused :D
DANCE FLOOR ANTHEM BITCHES!!!
Anyways, I'm a gaia nerd, lots o' cash. Been watching TV with my dad(Jeef, not you Kari lol)
He's into Lord Of The Rings sorta and it's pretty interesting :) He gave me Tylenol PM last night and I was loopy so I just crashed. Woke up at 9 and ate something then drank coffee. Chatted about Empathy with my dad for a few minutes then he left for work.
I'm annoyed with Charmander. He doesn't ever want to chat or anything :( He's being a little shit. We used to talk plenty. Dickhead. wow I'm mean.
I want to play Left 4 Dead 2 again. I got to beat zombies with Frying Pans and Electric Guitars. 'Twas pretty amazing...other then just using a semi-auomatic rifle and shooting them in the head. GOAL!!!!!
I wish the next season of Tosh.0 would hurry up and air. Damnit Tosh!!! Thank and season 3 of True Blood. I wanna know what happened to Bill!! I want to watch Bernece(sp?) saying 'Sittin Onna Toilet' it was funny on Tosh.0. Everyone was saying it afterwards lol.
You'll find yourself saying it all the time now!!
PS:In the beginning there was nothing...then Chuck Norris Roundhouse kicked that nothing in the face and said "Get a job". That is the story of the universe.
Anyways, thank Bam, my room is being moved around! My kitty looks so cute :3
He's a sleeping crescent roll. Whats with me and food toda----FUCK. I'M TURNING INTO MADISON! SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE!!!!!!
Hehe...I'm hyper!
I want to write a story but I have no clue what to write about. Don't you love when you're brain just gives out on you?
My fingers are typing really fast and I'm amused :D
DANCE FLOOR ANTHEM BITCHES!!!
Anyways, I'm a gaia nerd, lots o' cash. Been watching TV with my dad(Jeef, not you Kari lol)
He's into Lord Of The Rings sorta and it's pretty interesting :) He gave me Tylenol PM last night and I was loopy so I just crashed. Woke up at 9 and ate something then drank coffee. Chatted about Empathy with my dad for a few minutes then he left for work.
I'm annoyed with Charmander. He doesn't ever want to chat or anything :( He's being a little shit. We used to talk plenty. Dickhead. wow I'm mean.
I want to play Left 4 Dead 2 again. I got to beat zombies with Frying Pans and Electric Guitars. 'Twas pretty amazing...other then just using a semi-auomatic rifle and shooting them in the head. GOAL!!!!!
I wish the next season of Tosh.0 would hurry up and air. Damnit Tosh!!! Thank and season 3 of True Blood. I wanna know what happened to Bill!! I want to watch Bernece(sp?) saying 'Sittin Onna Toilet' it was funny on Tosh.0. Everyone was saying it afterwards lol.
You'll find yourself saying it all the time now!!
PS:In the beginning there was nothing...then Chuck Norris Roundhouse kicked that nothing in the face and said "Get a job". That is the story of the universe.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Well..
I'm particularly uncomfortable. Kinda glad Amber went home so I have breathing room. Worried about Hannah, wish I had extreme load of energy and I wanna hang out with Son. I am now a proud owner of pink pants...uhh..Wow, I am not in a good mood, what the fuck?
I promised David and Emily H. I'd hand out over break but with Amber, I haven't gotten SQUAT done. So Three Musketeers...Haven't read any of it and I' supposed to finish. Uhm...Need to do a game board. Supposed to meet with some friends for a group project. Jesus fucking Christ I'm busy T.T
On a brighter note, my new ipod Fritch has a lot of Aleksey and thats why I went on Kari's itunes...might switch to Son's if possible??? Uh..so Frodo, my laptop will be staying, mum will be buying him a charger but yeah.
Wanna play Left 4 Dead 2 with my bro really bad! It's got new Special Infected and I'm dying to take 'em out.
Uhh..I'm in dire need of a haircut and color soon. I think Son and Dad can dye my hair just fine, but Mum's like "NNNnnooooooo..." cause I get it done at Fantastic Sam's (hair place, for those of you who don;t know) because my mom trusts Jamie (hair stylist) to do my hair 100% of the time.
I'm freaking bored.
PS:To impersonate Chuck Norris's Dick, we need a jack hammer tied to a baseball bat.
I promised David and Emily H. I'd hand out over break but with Amber, I haven't gotten SQUAT done. So Three Musketeers...Haven't read any of it and I' supposed to finish. Uhm...Need to do a game board. Supposed to meet with some friends for a group project. Jesus fucking Christ I'm busy T.T
On a brighter note, my new ipod Fritch has a lot of Aleksey and thats why I went on Kari's itunes...might switch to Son's if possible??? Uh..so Frodo, my laptop will be staying, mum will be buying him a charger but yeah.
Wanna play Left 4 Dead 2 with my bro really bad! It's got new Special Infected and I'm dying to take 'em out.
Uhh..I'm in dire need of a haircut and color soon. I think Son and Dad can dye my hair just fine, but Mum's like "NNNnnooooooo..." cause I get it done at Fantastic Sam's (hair place, for those of you who don;t know) because my mom trusts Jamie (hair stylist) to do my hair 100% of the time.
I'm freaking bored.
PS:To impersonate Chuck Norris's Dick, we need a jack hammer tied to a baseball bat.
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