Shout Outs?

Well, today was plain?..sort've.

Jamie(amazing friend) has proven to be a great guy :) I cried today because he really just picked me up from a dark place. Luckily, we have stupid/fun conversations too. He's a big chunk of my days.

Cannot forget my 'building blocks',if I may call her that? Shelby :) my homeslice, my son and my army Private. She;s been there through thick and thin. I love this kid. I don't know where I'd be without her.

I heart KAri and Abby too :) they always make me smile. silly makeshift parents.

Anyway, it's gonna be short today. I have a raging female thing and I need to nap...ALMOST OVERRRRRRRRRRR.

Afternoon, gents.

So Mysterious

I am actually on my blog again due to my dear friends :) I enjoyed blogging, but I had nothing more to say.

Now I do!!! I may return to my days as an extreme AFI fan. I have been reminiscing with The Freaks for almost two full days, so I'm happy.


Painted my nails a sweet blue and got a mustache. I was prepared to play Charlie Swan for our amazing Twilight spoof; Twihard!

Overly excited to film tomorrow!

I'm slightly tired and fairly relaxed, so I bid you adeu :)

Afternoon Gents and/or Madames

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I wont risk loosing my family and friends.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I dont believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to teach me a lesson

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG

Fun at 11:43 PM

Well, fuck that. My dads all fuckin pissed because I posted that parents are dumber and shit.

Okay. Well, I think I have something wrong with my fucking appendix. TEN MOTHERFUCKING DAYS. Excruciating pain. Lower right abdomen. The fuck. Me madre finds it a load of bullshit. So, hey, if I never post again, my appendix exploded and I died.

Dad, when your son threatens to buy a gun to kill you with it, it's a FUCKING THREAT. I don't give a rat's ass whether he's your son. It's a threat. You take that seriously. It's kids like him that brought on Columbine. Are you fucking BLIND?

Sorry your life is the worst thing in the world Amber, but could you tone down the drama? Life goes on and it's not the end of the world. Yes, surgery hurts. I fucking know. I'm sorry Alaina has pneumonia, but we've progressed with medicinal remedies and I think she'll be fine. Sorry she's depressed, we have medicine for that too. As for Bluuz, when he bites someone, you put him down. End of story. Common unspoken law for EVERY dog. Daisy should be dead for all the times she's snapped and shit at me (drew blood today). Anyway, sorry. Life's a bitch, but it goes on.

Next topic. I've had music ruined. I knew who MCR, Cobra Starship, The Used and a few other were before. I liked them. I listened and greatly enjoyed it. Thank you for ruining that people, I can't listen to them without being pissed. So, I now cannot stand: My Chemical Romance, Cobra Starship, 3Oh!3 and I probably will lose intrest in The Used. Fucking love you guys. Thanks.

A brighter topic, I've discovered a love for the band Kill Hannah. Mat Devine's voice is so amazing and I love it. Favorite song would hand to be Kennedy. Just flat out. So, music isn't all bad.

So, I hope you enjoyed the briefe update on the day...Go fuck yourself San Diego.

Woahh,,,

YEah man, it's been a while. So, how's it goin' blog???

That's a slick lawn mower you've got..

Yes, it's the latest addition, it's top notch and you can be expected to pay about...fourteen-hundred..

Baby legs?

No, dollars...

Oh, well I've got about five dollars and..........THIS CAT.

.........SOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAH-WEET!

Heh, thanks Nate.

In other news...my period is a douche :D

I have a job

I can drive(permit)

I'm super into like "metal" almost right now :D

I AM going to kick this urge to smoke again!!!!!

I may dye my hair neon purple....

It's been a while

So..my phone's life is suckish and I'm getting surgery on Monday. Not really excited..but I've had a good and bad kind of day. Mom pissed me off about my eyeliner and we went to pick up my meds..and while in rite aid, I was talking to Natalie Surrey and her boyfriend. That was the cool part.

So watchign the Harry Potter marathon out of shear bordem and I still want ot punch mom. She wont answer me about hanging out with son. So if I'm stuck here bored all weekend, I'm going to shoot someone.

Haven't posted in a long time because nobody but Son and sometimes Dad read it so whatever.

Having a shitty day and I want to get out and have some fun ><

KIDDIE LAND!

Birthdayy...

Well I was in a super mood...I'm not now..

I feel like a douche and Yeah...

Son of a fucking bitch.

Again, no Chuck Joke and it'll be short.